A long sleep had taken Alwyn. The night passed, and it was not until midday that he woke again. The night had felt heavy, as if he strained against it even in sleep. Already it seemed to him a long while ago that he sat beside the strange old man. It was as if he had dreamt a distant dream, gloaming and ages long. What he saw in his sleep, he already could not tell anymore. He welcomed it. Though heavy it had been, now he felt almost light, like spring awakening after a long winter. The sun touched his face. A new day.
Flying up the stairs and not treating the old man's home all too kindly anymore, he slammed the door to his room open. Time was wasting. Reaching for his sword, mind already racing down the street, he suddenly looked upon something strange. Down there, below the sword's sheath, he saw a little satchel. And it was that same satchel he placed into his jacket the day before.
Hastily he opened it - and there it was. And in that moment, as he touched the ball of dancing shadows, a voice began to form in his head.
A voice in disarray, a familiar one.
It was Morcant, though it was as if he was speaking to some distant person, turned away from him.
And whoever it was the old man spoke to, there was a disdain, a struggle to his voice. Then the scene seemed to change.
The voice became clearer now and even the shadows began to take shape.
The dark collapsed to the shape of a man, a hand forming as he raised it, reaching almost out of the orb. It moved gently and grasped outward. Alwins head was drawn near as he felt its pull on his head.
Then a clear voice spoke to him. "Go now, and find him. You have no time."
Gasping he reeled backwards as the orb's grip had suddenly vanished.
Images now flashed in his mind, images and mere thoughts too fast to understand any of them. And a new scene unfolded behind his eyes. There, amidst all his bewilderment, he perceived a city, and the city moved, like a wave, and folded upon itself and became a grand library - books upon books stacked inside its giant shelves, towering far into its limitless ceiling. Then, in a flash, standing in that library, he saw a face. It was the face of Beor. And before he could even call out to him he was consumed by the shadows and all went dark again.
Alwyn groaned, a throbbing pain surged through his head, his heart pumping fast in his chest.
The shadows stood still now, the black orb sleeping as if nothing had ever happened.
No, not a black orb. A Gesta. It was as if he suddenly remembered that thing's name.
He sat then, for several minutes. Again he was left with nothing. Like a dream, like the feeling of a memory relived. But that could not be.
His mind came to a rest as he leaned against the beds frame.
After some time he saw a strange shape moving towards him. A large moth was dragging itself across the floorboard beside his feet. Its movements were erratic, one wing broken beyond use. Futile the other fluttered, not allowing the moth to take flight, not ever again. As he reached out with a finger it turned, crawling away from him. “I am sorry”, Alwyn thought. He knew not why, but Alwyn felt more pity now than for many a soul he had snuffed out. It would struggle. And then it would die. More slowly it dragged itself now, yet hoping to hide from time and beast of prey.
It would have been kind to crush it, or take it outside where its life may end with dignity. It was all too late for the little creature. Though it may not know it. When its essence was gone, what was left but to fade. It would be kind to end it. But he was not kind.
Next to it, he dropped a few drops of cider that were left in his cup of yesterday, so it may drink to find some strength. So that it would live a little longer. Because it had a right to struggle.
And now, as he sat there, mind coming to rest again, he tried to recall what happened. What had come to pass as he was asleep and , truly, who was Morcant.
A set of eyes met his gaze as it wandered about the room. The portrait seemed to watch him and he found that he could not look it in the eye. He knew then, in his heart, whoever Morcant was, he would not see him again.
And an old feeling, like an unwelcome friend, greeted him. The bread had lost its taste.